April 15

It was a doodling day while working the desk at work.

I was so unsure when I bought this dress on that trip to visit Paige. However, it really is my favorite dress. This is like the sluttiest dress I own though. I feel semi-awkward when wearing it. But I love it... I'm weird.

I think I finally got a picture of his face! But look at him, he's so indifferent.

Bro date!

Angry dark skies + rain + traffic = no bueno bro date

As we were walking inside Blue Coast Burrito, a man asked us for money for gas (we didn't have cash on us)... he also started this conversation by telling my brother "Sorry to bother you and your girlfriend, but..." TOTES AWK.

He had to re-construct his burrito.

I finally got some Hunger Games nailpolish! It's black with blue-ish/green-ish sparkles.

Bro is such an artist.

Charles decided to like my leg for like 10 minutes straight. It was weird.

Oh Charlie.

Another bro date with Joel this time! We went to go see the Hunger Games!

This seems like a fine example of an Saber X-stool.

Console and mirror-esque

Obviously a variation of Hepplewhite's shieldback chair.

Chloe and I on Easter.

Easter nails.

I don't think it's safe, but I mixed Clorox cleaning spray that had bleach in it with Windex.

We're weird.

I finally went to a lacrosse game! Heeyyyyyy 24 ;) I guess I could tell you that this and this and this and this and this are all about 24. I think, in relation to one of those posts, that I'm not over it. In fact, there have been some recent *cough cough* events that are just too indescribable for words. One being, he gave me his number :) I just... I just couldn't even that night. It was too perfect. I talked to him at this game too. His actions made my friends speculate some. I tried really really hard not to read into anything. But it was really hard not to when a response from him starts out with "Oh my. If I wasn't so happy that you showed up I would call you out for the sarcasm." I know pretty much nothing has changed. I know that he probably wants the other girl. I know it's not going to work out. I'm too awkward. Even though he's perfect, he deserves someone perfect for him. I just... I just can't help but thinking that maybe there's a reason for all these things that have happened in the past week. I know though that the only reason is he's bored, and he's nice. I'll just keep pretending. It's nicer that way. Crap. I'm only 98% percent sure he doesn't read this. Oh well.

He's on the other side though. I didn't want to be awkward.

Kelly did macaroni and cheese in the crock pot! It's was interesting to heat up the next day.

Scenic overlook going to Chattanooga!

Anna, Becky, and I were the only ones from the housing and design club to go on the Chattanooga trip. It was SO much fun though.

I was high out of my mind when I wrote this grocery list. And by high out of my mind, I mean I had just woken up from an hour nap that I took while trying to get rid of my headache. The headache came from gallivanting around Chattanooga with only three hours of sleep under my belt. I really did need to go to the store then though. Apparently all I needed was milk, a chihuahua, and dinner.

Ummmm...

it's been awhile.

Sorry!

So,

I realized,

like,

the day after my post from before Easter,

that I lie.

And exaggerate.

But yeah,

as if I could ever just sit there in a corner and cry.

That's not me.
I think it was the day after,
I went outside
for like four hours
and washed my car, the dog, and my mothers car.
That was after I drove to Cookeville and back.
I don't take it sitting down do I?
I guess the occasional meltdowns
when I'm really stressed
are just my way of dealing with it.
I hold the emotions for as long as I can,
throw a fit for a good hour,
and then move on.
I truly do have the maturity of a five year old.
Awesome.


Thankfully,
God has been good.
Walter's bag stuck until Thursday.
I think it was that one at least.
And this one has held too.
Also,
he hasn't been bleeding.
Or he wasn't when I changed him.


I have Vanderbilt appointments this Thursday and Friday.
I think I may go visit my Daddy Friday after!
He works in Nashville,
and I have yet to see his office.
Maybe he'll take me to lunch!
Oh you know,
that's me.
Always looking for food.
But seriously...
like...
yeah.



Ummm,
hey though.
Can I tell you secrets?
Duhhh I can 

  4/10/12
and
4/13/12
were some of the greatest nights of my life.
Okay,
relative to some things they were.
But,
yeah :)
Speculate that!



<3 MG