Enchanted.

There I was again tonight,

forcing laughter, faking smiles

same old tired lonely place

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes, and vacancy

vanished when I saw your face

All I can say was it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered how we met,

across the room your silhouette starts to make its way to me

The playful conversation starts,

counter all your quick remarks

like passing notes in secrecy

and it was enchanting to meet you

all I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling,

don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you know

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2 A.M.

who do you love?

I wonder 'til I'm wide awake

And now I'm pacing back and forth 

wishing you were at my door

I'd open up, and you would say

Hey, it was enchanting to meet you

all I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling

don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew...

This night is flawless 

don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

this was the very first page, not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again 

these are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

please don't have somebody waiting on you 

Please don't be in love with someone else

please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling 

don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

 I'll spend forever wondering if you knew...

This night is flawless 

don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

please don't have somebody waiting on you

I'm sorry for the gushy stuff,

but this blog is for my feelings.

And right now,

I need to get these out.

And I also apologize for not writing yesterday,

and I can't guarantee I'll write tonight, since I have the BCM to go to tonight.

... and you stood there in front of me

just close enough to touch

close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain

kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain

'cause I see sparks fly, whenever you smile

... and lead me up the staircase,

won't you whisper soft and slow

I'm captivated by you baby, like a fireworks show

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain

kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain

'cause I see sparks fly, whenever you smile...

gahh...

how?

How do you move out of one relationship to another?

I mean,

it's been months since my last relationship 

(clarification - I don't want it back, I wanted it to end)

but how do you do it?

How do you even possibly imagine that someone can know you so well again?

How can someone be that good of a friend again?

How do you know that you'll find someone who'll love all your flaws again?

How do you find someone you can trust completely?

How do you find someone who you can be totally weird with,

and they love you for it?

And if you think you've found someone who could do all that,

how do you go about trying to find it with them?

How do you tell them that,

hey,

they might just be the

little bit of

perfect

that you've been looking for?

How do you do it without 

being ultra-creepy?

Like Michael from the The Office?

How?

Will I ever?

Even if I think I've found a potential,

how do I even talk to them?

How do I relate to them

that I think I may love them

even though I don't know them?

Okay,

I don't love the person.

I'm just crushing really hard.

But,

I think he could be awesome.

I think we could get along splendidly.

How do I get to know him?

How do I get him to know me?

How do I make this one count?

How?

I'm not that great at being a girl, if you can tell.

<3MG